Essay

By Noam Backner

Rivers and Lakes

“When the springs dry up, the fish huddle together, gasping to keep one another moist; it would be better if they could forget each other in the rivers and lakes.” (Zhuangzi)

An old stone street between wooden houses in Yunnan, in a black-and-white photograph.
An old stone street between wooden houses in Yunnan, in a black-and-white photograph.

Lately, setting out on the road has become a bit more taxing. The thrill of leading a new group suddenly pales against the strangeness lurking just beyond the threshold. Perhaps it is only now that I can finally grasp, if only slightly, the profound meaning of the Chinese home—defined against the mist of the roads stretching toward foreign realms that span from horizon to horizon, beyond mountains, rivers, and lakes.

For generations, this world of “rivers and lakes” (Jianghu 江湖) has symbolized a space of dual potential. It is a shadow zone where distance from the reach of the state, the family, and the social code dissolves, and where freedom itself cuts like a double-edged sword.

This is the space inhabited by drifting recluses, sandal-clad wanderers, and the morally-honed swordsmen of Wuxia literature—stories that weave together masculine adventure, the pursuit of justice, and personal liberty. Yet in practice, more often than not, it is also the realm of the displaced, the fortune-seekers, the ill-fated, and the outright highwaymen.

Today’s China remains as vast as ever. Does the shortcut of a taxi, a plane, or a high-speed train dull the sense of estrangement, or merely accelerate its pace? Does exile from the narrow and often violent borders of a Middle Eastern homeland not carry that same ancient, sharp-edged weight?

In the Chinese imagination, the road stretching far from home is a source of deep anxiety. The severance from the material and emotional safety nets of one’s birthplace is traded for the treacherous promise of internal tempering and the hope of gaining a foothold in a chaotic world. As a metaphorical space, Jianghu constitutes a parallel, informal society of marginalized figures and transient guests, existing outside the constraints of the state and the laws of the tribe, governed instead by an alternative code of personal honor and inner character.

The world of Jianghu was forged through a constant dialogue between literature and lived reality. It echoes weary, familiar Odyssean themes, where completing the circle requires the refining fire of estrangement and forgetting. Yet it does not necessarily promise a return to the fertile plains of a home that may have already turned to ash; in this, it draws equally from Buddhist themes of irreversible renunciation and the resolute crossing of the “world of dust.”

Perhaps the entire world now carries the aftertaste of infinite estrangement in transient realms. As destabilized globalization, the dismantling of village walls by decentralization, and the rise of a low-trust digital society force us all to walk through precarious, rootless worlds, we find ourselves in a new position. We are free, perhaps, from the shackles of the past—yet drifting further away into the infinite loneliness of the rivers and lakes.

A lone boat sailing on a river through the mist.
A leaf-covered path passing through a misty mountain forest.

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